FINALLY. its sembreak. a well deserved break from the warfield/hell popularly known as the ust college of rehabilitation sciences. @_@

many things in my life have definitely changed in the semester:

1. i study A LOT but it still not enough. i usually don't study a lot in highschool and get good grades. now, i push myself to study a lot. coffee and sleepless nights have been my bestfriends and still im not getting what i worked hard for. i feel like all the stuff i do are not justified. @_@

2. i dont get to focus on stuff that i want to do. i.e. photography. maybe this sembreak ill catch up on updating my account.

3. so-called social life. if it hasnt been for the people i would have gave up easily. i love coming home to dorm because the people are fun to be with. we always laugh and have fun; takes off some of my stress. my friends in the classroom are the coolest too . i dont get out more often. iv lost friends. i get annoyed easily.

4. im turning into a super nerd @_@. being idle makes me feel uneasy. maybe because school never makes me idle. i always need to do something like read a book or research something. @_@. i know! kill me.

5. living and doing stuff on my own hasnt been the easiest but im learning a lot its a fun experience.

6. dealing with other people who doesnt have the same wavelength as you are is a bit hard too. sometimes i just want to meet new people who are mature and all but when you evaluate everything, its worse than highschool @_@!!!

i know. im whining again. haha. its sembreak what the heck
time to relax...

i hope it gets better on the second sem

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